My mental defects are getting stronger,I don't know if I will last much longer.Each episode brings something new to light,And with each one I fill with fright.I am in fear of what the future holds,And what else unfolds.My mind urges me to put myself away,But the love for my children forces me to stay.I must decide very quickly,Before my episodes are able to deceive me.
Publication record
Post in Poems — dated 8 January 2013, added to the site 29 July 2013, last edited 10 December 2013
Page — dated 8 June 2013
Other versions
The text above is the final version of the Poems post. Every other surviving copy is kept below exactly as it was stored.
Page copy, dated 8 June 2013 — identical copy
My mental defects are getting stronger,I don't know if I will last much longer.Each episode brings something new to light,And with each one I fill with fright.I am in fear of what the future holds,And what else unfolds.My mind urges me to put myself away,But the love for my children forces me to stay.I must decide very quickly,Before my episodes are able to deceive me.
Earlier saved version, 8 June 2013 17:13 — the wording differs
My mental defects are getting stronger,I don't know if I will last much longer.Each episode brings something new to light,And with each one I fill with fright.I am in fear of what the future holds,And what else unfolds.My mind urges me to put myself away,But the love for my children forces me to stay.I must dec
Original address: http://www.yourwickedobsession.com/poems/broken-mind/