Dedicated To: Jodi Lyn, My Best Friend And Soul MateSo many years have passed us by,And my love for you still refuses to die.There are no words that could even come close to expressing how I see you,But I hope this gives you a better view.The day I walked away leaving you to go back alone,Was the deepest pain I had ever known.If I could go back and change my decision,You would never leave my vision.I would gladly take his abuse,Knowing that you put your love to good use.I knew I would never have you to myself again,And thought I would be able to share my friend.I had no idea that I would be see jealous to see,Someone else easily replace me.I know you deserve to have a husband to love,And to allow someone to finally put you above.I feel so lonely now,And wish it could be just the two of us again somehow.
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Post in Poems — dated 2 February 2013, added to the site 29 July 2013, last edited 10 December 2013
Page — dated 28 November 2012, last edited 31 December 2012
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Page copy, dated 28 November 2012 — same words, with a blank line between every line
Dedicated To: Jodi Lyn, My Best Friend And Soul Mate
So many years have passed us by,
And my love for you still refuses to die.
There are no words that could even come close to expressing how I see you,
But I hope this gives you a better view.
The day I walked away leaving you to go back alone,
Was the deepest pain I had ever known.
If I could go back and change my decision,
You would never leave my vision.
I would gladly take his abuse,
Knowing that you put your love to good use.
I knew I would never have you to myself again,
And thought I would be able to share my friend.
I had no idea that I would be see jealous to see,
Someone else easily replace me.
I know you deserve to have a husband to love,
And to allow someone to finally put you above.
I feel so lonely now,
And wish it could be just the two of us again somehow.
Earlier saved version, 28 November 2012 22:13 — the wording differs
So many years have passed us by,And my love for you still refuses to die.There are no words that could even come close to expressing how I see you,But I hope this gives you a better view.The day I walked away leaving you to go back alone,Was the darkest pain I have ever known.If I could go back and change my decision,You would never leave my vision.I would gladly take his abuse,Knowing your love you put to good use.I knew I would never have you to myself again,But thought I would be able to share my friend.I had no idea that I would be se jealous to see,Someone to easily replace me.I know you deserve to have someone to love,And to allow others to put you above.I just feel so lonely now,And wished I could be with you somehow.
Earlier saved version, 31 December 2012 11:17 — the wording differs
So many years have passed us by,And my love for you still refuses to die.There are no words that could even come close to expressing how I see you,But I hope this gives you a better view.The day I walked away leaving you to go back alone,Was the deepest pain I had ever known.If I could go back and change my decision,You would never leave my vision.I would gladly take his abuse,Knowing that you put your love to good use.I knew I would never have you to myself again,And thought I would be able to share my friend.I had no idea that I would be see jealous to see,Someone else easily replace me.I know you deserve to have a husband to love,And to allow someone to finally put you above.I feel so lonely now,And wish it could be just the two of us again somehow.
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