Drafts
There Are No More Reasons To Believe
Unpublished draft. This was saved on the website on 20 October 2018 but never published.
All my life I was raised to believe that there is no God above that loves us as his own,
And no proof either way was ever shown.
So I struggled going in circles trying to understand how it is possible for anyone to believe in someone that is invisible and yet all powerful,
Non stop always getting bullied by those whom were religious trying to forcibly brainwash me into what only sounded like something that had to be something mental.
All my pain filled life I really wanted to believe in someone watching over and loving me no matter my mistakes as long as I stayed loving, forgiving and kind,
But I couldn't help but notice the absence of this all loving God as the I repeatedly got destroyed by mankind.
I gave my everything to help all those I loved and all those I didn't even know,
And still I received more suffering that any human should ever undergo.
Now in my most dire of times I am completely alone hating not just those who hurt me and tried to destroy me but t