I just want to scream,I wish it was just a dream.There is nothing I can do to stop it,I feel as if I have already lost it.I am slowly going crazy,And there is nothing that can save me.All I want to do is cry,Because my mind wants to die.I dont want to be this way,I want to stay.I want to be free,Of all this misery.
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Post in Poems — dated 3 January 2013, added to the site 29 July 2013, last edited 10 December 2013
Page — dated 8 June 2013
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Page copy, dated 8 June 2013 — same words, with a blank line between every line
I just want to scream,I wish it was just a dream.There is nothing I can do to stop it,I feel as if I have already lost it.I am slowly going crazy,And there is nothing that can save me.All I want to do is cry,Because my mind wants to die.I dont want to be this way,I want to stay.I want to be free,Of all this misery.
Earlier saved version, 8 June 2013 16:30 — the wording differs
I just want to scream,I wish it was just a dream.There is nothing I can do to stop it,I feel as if I have already lost it.I am slowly going crazy,And there is nothing that can save me.All I want to do is cry,Because my mind wants to die.I dont want to be this way,I want to stay.I want to be free,
Related
Shares much of its wording with UNCONTROLLABLE (3 March 2014).
Original address: http://www.yourwickedobsession.com/poems/be-free/