Poems
CAN NEVER BE MENDED
I feel so broken inside,
And it is getting harder for me to hide.
Part of me wants to finally let go,
And the other wants to see what else could possibly show.
I didn’t think I could be broken again after the last,
And a part of me actually thought my heart might last.
But I was so surprisingly wrong,
I was so stupid to think my heart could possibly be strong.
I was blindsided by a flash of pain,
That almost drove me completely insane.
My heart was shattered by the one I loved most,
For my pain he was the unexpected host.
He made sure that when I finally left his hate,
My soul he would completely desecrate.
He wanted to make me pay more than just my heart,
He wanted to just completely tear me apart.
He almost succeeded in his fight,
He wanted to end me outright.
I guess no one walks away,
If he felt that they had betray.
I barely made it out alive,
I still don’t know I actually survived.
But I can feel the broken pieces that will never mend,
My heart now something I can never extend.