I know it is hopeless to keep trying,To prevent my future from dying.I already know what the end brings,My life is one of the many useless things.I am defective because I was created that way,I am a reject that doesn't want to stay.The scars from my life are starting to bleed,The pain has once again been freed.Reappearing was the agony I had pushed down long ago,Bringing with it the tears caused by each memories echo.As feared I can't seem to stop the blood flow,Like I had repeatedly done just a few years ago.Can you finally see,My mind now reliving each painful memory as if it were reality.
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Post in Poems — dated 12 January 2013, added to the site 29 July 2013, last edited 10 December 2013
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Page copy, dated 8 June 2013 — same words, with a blank line between every line
I know it is hopeless to keep trying,To prevent my future from dying.I already know what the end brings,My life is one of the many useless things.I am defective because I was created that way,I am a reject that doesn't want to stay.The scars from my life are starting to bleed,The pain has once again been freed.Reappearing was the agony I had pushed down long ago,Bringing with it the tears caused by each memories echo.As feared I can't seem to stop the blood flow,Like I had repeatedly done just a few years ago.Can you finally see,My mind now reliving each painful memory as if it were reality.
Earlier saved version, 8 June 2013 17:17 — the wording differs
I know it is hopeless to keep trying,To prevent my future from dying.I already know what the end brings,My life is one of the many useless things.I am defective because I was created that way,I am a reject that doesn't want to stay.The scars from my life are starting to bleed,The pain has once again been freed.Reappearing was the agony I had pushed down long ago,Bringing with it the tears caused by each memories echo.Ad feared I can't seem to stop
Earlier saved version, 8 June 2013 17:18 — the wording differs
I know it is hopeless to keep trying,To prevent my future from dying.I already know what the end brings,My life is one of the many useless things.I am defective because I was created that way,I am a reject that doesn't want to stay.The scars from my life are starting to bleed,The pain has once again been freed.Reappearing was the agony I had pushed down long ago,Bringing with it the tears caused by each memories echo.Ad feared I can't seem to stop the blood flow,Like I had repeatedly done just a few years ago.Can you finally see?My mind now reliving each painful memory as if it were reality.
Earlier saved version, 8 June 2013 17:19 — the wording differs
I know it is hopeless to keep trying,To prevent my future from dying.I already know what the end brings,My life is one of the many useless things.I am defective because I was created that way,I am a reject that doesn't want to stay.The scars from my life are starting to bleed,The pain has once again been freed.Reappearing was the agony I had pushed down long ago,Bringing with it the tears caused by each memories echo.Ad feared I can't seem to stop the blood flow,Like I had repeatedly done just a few years ago.Can you finally see,My mind now reliving each painful memory as if it were reality.
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