Poems
I WILL NOT STAY
I am sorry but it is too late for me,
I know there are some people that will disagree.
I finally have seen what my life has in store,
And it is something I have no interest to explore.
I have made my choice on what I needed to do,
My life I must completely undue.
I want everyone to forget about me,
And you have no right to disagree.
I can’t stand around anymore and watch my life slip through my fingers,
I do not want to see what is left and sadly lingers.
I never chose to be this way,
So why should anyone dictate whether or not I stay.
It is my choice alone to leave this world behind,
This defect I cannot continue to keep confined.
I can’t fight myself much longer,
The defect inside me will continue to get stronger.
Eventually the one u know will fade away,
And something else will take my place to stay.
I can’t accept that is the way I will eventually be,
I refuse to wait around to lose to my own insanity.