I wish you could see all the damage you have done,For you causing me so much pain seems to be common.I am torn inside,Should I try to fight or should I run and hide?My heart can't keep on taking this,With each shot you don't miss.I know that your love for me has gone,And I can't find a way to move on.I have you everything I could possibly offer,Your love I always held with great honor.I let down all my protective walls,Allowing my heart to make all the calls.No longer did I protect what little I had remaining,Mislead into thinking that your love would be forever sustaining.But I was astonishingly wrong,Now my heart isn't strong enough to live on.Misery is now where I dwell,Now dead inside I walk alone in my own private hell.
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Post in Poems — dated 3 February 2013, added to the site 29 July 2013, last edited 10 December 2013
Page — dated 8 June 2013
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Page copy, dated 8 June 2013 — same words, with a blank line between every line
I wish you could see all the damage you have done,For you causing me so much pain seems to be common.I am torn inside,Should I try to fight or should I run and hide?My heart can't keep on taking this,With each shot you don't miss.I know that your love for me has gone,And I can't find a way to move on.I have you everything I could possibly offer,Your love I always held with great honor.I let down all my protective walls,Allowing my heart to make all the calls.No longer did I protect what little I had remaining,Mislead into thinking that your love would be forever sustaining.But I was astonishingly wrong,Now my heart isn't strong enough to live on.Misery is now where I dwell,Now dead inside I walk alone in my own private hell.
Earlier saved version, 8 June 2013 19:06 — the wording differs
I wish you could see all the damage you have done,For you causing me so much pain seems to be common.I am torn inside,Should I try to fight or should I run and hide?My heart can't keep on taking this,With each shot you don't miss.I know that your love for me has gone,And I can't find a way to move on.I have you everything I could possibly offer,Your love I always held with great honor.I let down all my protective walls,Allowing my heart to make all the calls.No longer did I protect what little I had remaining,Mislead into thinking that your love would be forever sustaining.But I was astonishingly wrong,Now
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