Your Wicked Obsession

Your Wicked Obsession

“Do not fear the darkness that surrounds you. For it is the darkness of my heart that you should fear.”

This is a preserved copy of Your Wicked Obsession, the website where Amber Christine published her poetry as Wicked Obsession between 2012 and 2018. It holds every poem and piece of writing recovered from the site, with the original titles, dates, spelling and line breaks.

108 poems · 1 other writing · 1 unpublished draft · 71 earlier or alternate versions

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Poems

2012 · 2013 · 2014 · 2018

2012

  1. WILL YOU?28 November 2012If I walk away,
  2. WALK AWAY28 November 2012I don’t want to try anymore,
  3. USE ME UP28 November 2012It has been a long road we have walked side by side,
  4. UNEXPECTED28 November 2012I thought I lost it all,
  5. PLEASE SEE ME28 November 2012Screaming silently,
  6. CONTROL28 November 2012I have taken all I can from you,
  7. MANIPULATION28 November 2012Silently I gather strength to fight back,
  8. FOR YOU28 November 2012Dedicated To: Jodi Lyn, My Best Friend And Soul Mate
  9. I SIT CALMLY28 November 2012I am more powerful than you know,
  10. MY LOYALTY28 November 2012My friends have a secret gift in me,
  11. PATIENCE28 November 2012If you only knew the secrets I keep,
  12. NO MORE28 November 2012Beautiful is what you say,
  13. LISTEN CLOSELY28 November 2012Dedicated to all my poems taken from me over my life.

2013

  1. ABSOLUTELY FLAWLESS1 January 2013I finally found my perfection,
  2. ALWAYS ALONE2 January 2013I wish you would see me sitting here,
  3. BE FREE3 January 2013I just want to scream,
  4. BELIEVE IN THIS4 January 2013I beg you please to listen to my screams,
  5. BLINDED5 January 2013I have been blinded by your smile,
  6. BLOOD LUST6 January 2013I have a special kind of lust deep inside my heart,
  7. BREATHLESSLY SCREAMING7 January 2013Breathless screaming,
  8. BROKEN MIND8 January 2013My mental defects are getting stronger,
  9. CAME TO BELIEVE10 January 2013The moment I came into this hell my freedom was already owned,
  10. CAN NEVER BE MENDED11 January 2013I feel so broken inside,
  11. CAN YOU FINALLY SEE?12 January 2013I know it is hopeless to keep trying,
  12. CARELESSLY FREE13 January 2013I now dance completely naked in the rain,
  13. DADDY PLEASE15 January 2013Why did you come into my life the way you did,
  14. DARK PLEASURE FORGOTTEN16 January 2013Your violence may have marked my skin,
  15. DEAR GOD17 January 2013You say that I should pray,
  16. DEFECTIVE ME18 January 2013I just can’t seem to do anything right,
  17. DESIRE19 January 2013Please I beg of you to see,
  18. DIDN'T HAVE TO BE20 January 2013I walk alone in this corridor,
  19. DO NOT HESITATE21 January 2013I can feel my heart racing,
  20. DO US ALL A FAVOR22 January 2013Screaming at the sky does not ease the pain,
  21. DON'T BOTHER23 January 2013Don't bother looking my way,
  22. DON'T CRY24 January 2013Please don't cry for me,
  23. DON'T PRETEND25 January 2013I see you stop and gaze,
  24. END ME PLEASE26 January 2013If you only knew how it is for me,
  25. ENDLESS NIGHT29 January 2013You may have taken my pride,
  26. FALLING30 January 2013I can not stop myself from falling,
  27. FINAL DAY31 January 2013Power is a wondrous thing,
  28. FINAL SERENITY1 February 2013Serenity has finally come my way,
  29. FOREVER3 February 2013I wish you could see all the damage you have done,
  30. FOREVER DEFECTIVE4 February 2013It seems I just can't do anything right,
  31. FOREVER REPLAY5 February 2013I cannot believe this pain I feel,
  32. FOREVER SCARRED6 February 2013I played your game for far too long,
  33. FORGIVE ME7 February 2013Please forgive me for what I say,
  34. GIVE IT A TRY8 February 2013You think you can overpower me so easily,
  35. GOD IS A DELUSION9 February 2013Don’t waste your time trying to convince me of you religion,
  36. GONE AGAIN11 February 2013I am lost at how to go on,
  37. HEARTS DESIRE12 February 2013I can feel you looking at me,
  38. HER TIME13 February 2013Please don't go,
  39. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE14 February 2013My mind keeps telling me what I need to do,
  40. I WILL NOT STAY16 February 2013I am sorry but it is too late for me,
  41. INHUMAN SOUL17 February 2013I see the way they stare at me,
  42. INVISIBLE BEAUTY17 February 2013I don't know how to explain,
  43. INVISIBLE LINE18 February 2013Nobody could possibly imagine why,
  44. JUST CAN'T19 February 2013My heart can't take anymore,
  45. KNOWN SILENCE FOREVER KEPT20 February 2013Please feel my gentle touch,
  46. LIGHT21 February 2013Finally I found my light,
  47. LOCKED INSIDE23 February 2013Do you wish you could be alone,
  48. LOSING ME24 February 2013I don’t know why you stay,
  49. LOSING MY ABILITY25 February 2013I don’t know why you stay,
  50. LOSING YOU25 February 2013Dedicated To: Mikayla my Daughter.
  51. LOST GIRL PERFECTLY OBEYING26 February 2013I am not surprised that you failed to see,
  52. LOST LOVE REUNITED27 February 2013I walk past this place every single day,
  53. LOST SOUL28 February 2013Sometimes I lay alone and hold my breath,
  54. LYING TO MYSELF1 March 2013I need to be honest with everyone,
  55. MOTHER EARTH'S REVENGE3 March 2013Do you know what I see when I close my eyes,
  56. MY FANTASY4 March 2013You want to know my fantasy,
  57. NAIVE5 March 2013Do you actually think that they will believe,
  58. YOUR WICKED OBSESSION6 July 2013You know why you are here,
  59. NO MORE FIGHT22 August 2013Please I beg you not to look at me,
  60. PERFECT PLAN22 August 2013Don’t you see what you do,
  61. PERFECTION22 August 2013I finally found my perfection,
  62. PLEASE DON'T GO22 August 2013Please don’t go,
  63. SELF SACRIFICE22 August 2013I walk this world disgusted at what I see in the mirror,
  64. SHADOWS22 August 2013In the shadows the wind whispers a song,
  65. SILENCE22 August 2013Quietly I sit here planning my last day,
  66. STRONGER22 August 2013There is nothing you can say to me,
  67. TAKEN22 August 2013I have lost the will to fight,
  68. UNFORSEEN22 August 2013Every breath I take in this moment of rage,
  69. WHAT SHOULD I DO?22 August 2013I am losing control,
  70. NO ONE CARES TO SEE ME10 December 2013I walk alone everywhere I go,
  71. ON MY TIME10 December 2013You think you can lay your hands on me,
  72. SEEING YOU SOON10 December 2013I dare you to touch me again,
  73. VOICES10 December 2013My mind screams to be set free,
  74. EVERYTHING CHANGED11 December 2013Just like all of you I was born with the will to survive,

2014

  1. YOU SADLY UNDERESTIMATED ME3 March 2014Please don’t even think for a moment,
  2. WHY ME3 March 2014What could you possibly see,
  3. WHO I AM3 March 2014I don’t know how to possibly explain,
  4. UNWAVERING LOYALTY3 March 2014Are you sure you want to stand by my side,
  5. UNFORGETTABLE ELEGANCE3 March 2014Her eyes are so alluring,
  6. UNCONTROLLABLE3 March 2014I just want to scream,
  7. SWEET OBLIVION3 March 2014Breathless and blinded to the reality,
  8. SURRENDERING TO THE DARKNESS3 March 2014This darkness fills every inch of me,
  9. STOLEN TIME3 March 2014I have been with you for so very long,
  10. STAYING EUPHORIA3 March 2014Finally I found my light,
  11. SILENT STRENGTH3 March 2014Don’t you see what you do,
  12. SHATTERED3 March 2014Beautiful is what you say,
  13. SEEING THROUGH ME3 March 2014You may not be what I usually go for,
  14. REVENGES PUPIL3 March 2014If you think you can hide,
  15. OPEN MINDED3 March 2014So many nights of sadness,
  16. NEVER ABANDONED3 March 2014Dedicated To: Jodi
  17. MY SANITY'S BETRAYAL3 March 2014Are you actually going to just sit here and say,
  18. HOW COULD I NOT SEE?3 March 2014How could I not see,
  19. FIND YOUR WAY OUT3 March 2014Screaming at the night sky does not ease the pain,
  20. GRIM REAPER5 April 2014Take one, take two, take three, take four,

2018

  1. I Just Want To Know Why18 October 2018My thoughts are always racing in the most complex insanity,

Other writing

  1. Thank you!25 September 2013I would like to personally Thank everyone who left a comment on my page. I appreciate them all! You guys and gals are great! Thank You so much for letting me know what you think about my poetry!

Drafts

Never published. Saved on the website but not made public; kept separately from the published poems.

  1. There Are No More Reasons To Believe20 October 2018All my life I was raised to believe that there is no God above that loves us as his own,